She was a teenage zombie.

Wow.
I had totally forgotten this website existed.
So much has changed since I last posted.

I'm living in Boston now, having graduated high school.
I"m an English major at Suffolk University.

Things with Tim and Iz tanked bigtime and now they totally hate my guts.
Josh and Amanda are the only two people who stood by me even at my lowest.
And I got to be pretty fucking low.

Now I'm in Boston and trying to meet new people.
I"m finally starting over the way I always wished that I could.

myspace= http://www.myspace.com/minakothefanged

So we ended up doing "seven nation army" by the white stripes.

it was easy. everyone knew it.

we just funked it up a lot.

tyler les-claypooled his bass like a pro.

erik the energy was kickass.

 

so yeah, we got in.

now we have to pick two songs.

i think we'll open with seven nation army, though.

 

Oh. I shaved my head, too.

I keep forgetting that people don't know that.

It's about an inch long now.
I don't have any more recent pictures.

I will, though, once I find my USB plug.

 

Basics
Name: Jen Catalano
Date of Birth: August 3, 1990
Birthplace: *shrug*

Current Location: Tim's House

Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'6
Heritage: Irish, Italian
Piercings: My ears are pierced, but I rarely wear earrings.
Tattoos: None
Favorite
Band/Singer: Can't choose

Song: Can't choose
Movie: Can't choose
Disney Movie: Alice in Wonderland

TV Show: America's Next top Model
Color: Olive drab
Food: I'm not sure.
Pizza Topping: Cheese
Ice-Cream Flavor: Cherry.
Drink (alcoholic): Whissssskkkkkeeyyyyy. *pout*
Soda: *shrug*
Store: Whole Foods.
Clothing Brand: I don't care.
Shoe Brand: Chucks or Bates combat boots.

Season: Autumn
Month: October
Holiday/Festival: Halloween
Flower: I like them all.
Make-up Item: foundation.
Board Game: Scrabble
This or That
Sunny or Rainy: Rainy
Chocolate or Vanilla: Depends
Fruit or Veggie: I love both.
Night or Day: Night
Sour or Sweet: Sour
Love or Money: Love
Phone or In Person: In Person.
Looks or Personality: Personality
Coffee or Tea: Tea
Hot or Cold : Hot
Your
Goal for this year: Get skinnier. A lot skinnier.
Most missed memory:  I miss lying in bed with Izzy.
Best physical feature: I don't like any.

First thought waking up: taowifuawlijf.
Hypothetical personality disorder: depression/bipolar/antisocial.
Preferred type of plastic surgery: liposuction.
Sesame Street alter ego: Oscar the Grouch.
Fairytale alter ego: Rumpelstiltskin.
Most stupid remark: "I count as two self conscious people because I weigh that much."
Worst crime: *shrug*
Greatest ambition: Live.
Greatest fear: ...mayo. Yeah.
Darkest secret: I sleep with a stuffed animal.

Favourite subject: Art and English
Strangest recieved gift: I'm not sure.
Worst habit: saying "fuck it" to everything.
Do You
Smoke: Not anymore
Drink: Not anymore
Curse: Yeah
Shower Daily: Yes
Like thunderstorms: Yes
Dance in the rain: Yes
Sing: Yes
Play an instrument: Not anymore
Get along with your parents: Eheheh. I don't know.
Wish on stars: No
Believe in fate: No.
Believe in love at first sight: No.
Can You
Drive: Not well.
Sew:  Not well
Cook: Not well 
Speak : Not eloquently.
Dance: Only if I'm doing something slutty.
Touch your nose with your tongue: No
Whistle: Yes
Curl your tongue: Yes
Have you Ever
Been Drunk: Every night for a long time.
Had Sex: Oh god. Yes. Pretty much every day since I was 14.
Been Stoned/High: Yes
Eaten Sushi: Yes

Been in Love: Yes
Skipped school: No
Made prank calls: No.
Sent someone a love letter: Yes.
Stolen something: Yes
Cried yourself to sleep: No.
Other Questions
What annoys you most in a person? Dependance.
Are your right of left handed? Left.
What is your bedtime? whenever.
Name three things you can't live without: Sex. Tim. Iz.
What is the color of your room? Olive drab.
Do you have any siblings? brother.
Do you have any pets? no.

Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? Of Course.
What is your middle name? Leigh
What are your nicknames? Minako, The Gal, Natalie, Puggy, Cheeseburger.
Are you for or against gay marriage? I'm for it. Definitely.
What are your thoughts on abortion? *nods*
Do you have a crush on anyone? Tim.
Are you afraid of the dark? No
How do you want to die? Murder or suicide. They're the two most beautiful ways to die.
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten in one day? 1
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Yes
What is the last law you have broken? Shoplifting.

In a Member of the Opposite Sex
Hair color: Dark.
Eye Color: Don't care.

Height: Taller than I am.
Weight: Don't really care
Most important physical feature: I always look at eyes and hands.
Biggest turn-off: Materialism.

I'm sorry I've pretty much abandoned this.

I've been meaning to get back to it.

There isn't really anyone to talk to, but Callie's sweet enough to check up on me.

No worries, Callie. I'm still here.

 

I suppose I'll just start over.

New pictures and self-descriptions and introductions to the people I care about.

Then I'll get started with telling you what's going on.

 

Whoever's reading this...

tell me something I don't know about you.

Decided to make a list of my favorite quotes from books and movies and music and stuff. I'll probably make more than one entry on this, but I figured I'd start it off here.

 

“Who are YOU?' said the Caterpillar.
This was not an encouraging opening for a conversation.  Alice replied, rather shyly, `I--I hardly know, sir, just at present-- at least I know who I WAS when I got up this morning, but I think I must have been changed several times since then.'”

“But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
`Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: `we're all mad here. I'm mad.  You're mad.'
`How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
`You must be,' said the Cat, `or you wouldn't have come here.'
Alice didn't think that proved it at all; however, she went on` And how do you know that you're mad?'
`To begin with,' said the Cat, `a dog's not mad.  You grant that?'
`I suppose so,' said Alice.
`Well, then,' the Cat went on, `you see, a dog growls when it's angry, and wags its tail when it's pleased.  Now I growl when I'm pleased, and wag my tail when I'm angry.  Therefore I'm mad.'”

Mia: Don't you hate that?
Vincent: What?
Mia: Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
Vincent: I don't know. That's a good question.
Mia: That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,  year after year,
Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

And you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again.

“It’s only after you have lost everything that you are free to do anything.”

“But I being poor, have only my dreams.

I have spread my dreams under your feet.

Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.”

“A servant is not a thief your highness, and those who are cannot help themselves…If you suffer your people to be illeducated and their manners corrupted from infancy, and then punish them for the crimes for which their first education disposed them, what is to be concluded, sire, but that you first make thieves and then punish them?”

“we accept the love we think we deserve”

“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”

“I really think that everyone should have watercolors, magnetic poetry, and a harmonica.”

"When I'm 64" by the beatles will constantly be playing.

I'll get married barefoot, even though it's october.

I'll pick a wedding dress that my mother absolutely hates.

and I'll have less than ten people at my ceremony

even though my parents try inviting people I barely know.

 

My honeymoon will be in London, and it will rain every day.

We'll stop laying in bed long enough to dance in the storm.

We'll sing songs by british punk bands on the subways

on the way to the closest thrift stores and health food shops.

 

At the reception, i'll wear combat boots under my wedding dress.

We'll rub wedding cake in each other's faces

take wedding pictures we'll have for the rest of our lives....

with our eyes bright and our tongues sticking out.

 

But best of all, when we leave

in a decorated Volkswagon hippie bus

we'll tie tin cans to the rear bumper

just like in the movies.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

okay. so i'm deliriously happy. i've been smiling like a madwoman.

 

My aunt told me this joke yesterday. I liked it.

 

 

 

 

What was George W. Bush's idea about Roe vs. Wade...?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He didn't really give a damn how they got out of New Orleans.

Guinnevere wrote this. It's my favorite thing she's ever written.

This is what i wish things were really like.

 

 

 

 

 

We’ll get married and have an apartment.

Our room will be big and white, with my photographs on the walls

a big white fluffy comforter on your king sized bed we stole.

We’d lie awake on Sunday mornings naked under blanket

with the window above the headboard open so it’s chilly.

Behan, sleeping purring curled orange fur right between our knees.

We’ll talk.

And kiss and cuddle,

avoiding the hardwood floors and the bookcases

and steel-cold chairs out in the living room.

Get up at church time to make breakfast

in robes and towels and boxers and nightgowns

which we won’t even finish

‘cause it’ll end up on the floors and in your hair.

Shower and shampoo to clean it off

hot and piercing in the old art deco shower stall

 no mirror on the wall – just blue.

That blue like your old room

 your sheets, your eyes – still all blue.

True blue.

We won’t take off our rings, silver and emerald bands

but we’ll twist and turn them over coffee later that evening

high in two chairs hunched over the table.

It’ll be much like that old place I used to live

only bigger and all blue, all blue, all blue.

Later on we’ll clip each others hair down short,

twins separated at birth, you said,

just to wake next morning waiting for the next Sunday.